I’m alone, trying to ignore the holiday until it’s over.
Been a rough year, thought as recently as wo months ago there was a 50/50 chance I wouldn’t survive 2019.
I prayed. A lot, and long and hard. I don’t know know if God spared me or because of good genes, perhaps a combination of both. I’m not at all through the woods, but after two years I finally got a diagnosis and a proposed remedy.
I’m watching a lot of tv today and will again tomorrow, just trying to take my mind off not having someone to be with. Very hard to keep my mind off the wayback machine, but I expect to survive.
For what it’s worth you may be physically alone, but there are many like us, and we’re with you in spirit.
No Christmas movies or news for me for a couple of days. Looking forward to going to bed soon and sleeping a while.
Then it will be time to go to store and get a jalapeño pepper.
God bless you my friend.
I’ll be thinkin about you!!
Spending time in Church tomorrow and maybe then reading the Federalist Papers.
I think Christ and Freedom go hand in hand.