.I don't know you well enough..but did you fight in a war?...did you witness a mass shooting?...were you present growing up seeing abuse at your home?...were you driving a CAR AND HAD A WRECK AND PASSENGERS DIED?... did you accidentally kill someone?... No, I can't say I have had any of those events in my life. I have just led a boring, "normal" life of growing up, working, raising a family & paying taxes.