Yong Yi Cho—pastor of the largest Pentecostal church in the world with more than a million members was very battle weary one time—contemplating suicide. God told him if he did, he’d go to hell.
Well, I don’t really think that was God he was hearing. Sounds more like a lie from the devil. If Cho truly believes in the saving grace of the Son of God and not in only the miracles or blessings he thinks comes from Him, God WILL hold him close.