Wrong. Go re-read your posts.
Ever seen the movie "Zulu?" I wanted to post a scene to you, but couldn't find it. It's about a few British soldiers surrounded by thousands of Zulu tribesman in Africa.
There was a preacher in the camp and he lost his nerve just before the battle.
He began ranting and raving about how they were all gonna die. You could see the faces of the entire troop of soldiers as they listened to him. They lost heart and were ready to give up and not fight for their very lives.
They ended up having to lock him in an outhouse and ship him out of the camp before he destroyed their morale completely
As I read your posts, I thought of that scene. I'm sorry I couldn't find it. You might have got the message better. I love talking through YouTube. It's my way.
So I say again. Please, please snap out of it. It's one thing to give up hope, but it's another to destroy morale and hope in others. Keep it to yourself, if you can.
ThankQ.
This is me being VERY nice.
Bagster