I feel hopeful and terrified at the same time.
Hopeful about things finally getting straightened out but terrified of judgment even though I probably shouldn’t be.
But hey-we are supposed to fear the Lord, aren’t we?
I believe “fear of the Lord” is better translated as “to respect, to reverence” or “reverential fear”. He wants believers to be fearless.
https://lifehopeandtruth.com/god/who-is-god/fear-of-the-lord/