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Unfortunately, as it is a curse upon me more than a blessing, I can walk into a person’s house and know their life history and why they act and feel the way they do. This increase in understanding has provided me immense compassion which leads to non-judgement of the person I am working with. I’ve had this ability for 30 years since I died, left my body and returned. My psychology degree and neuroscience studies were merely to gain understanding into myself.

I’ve worked with many military vets who are beating themselves up for the people they have killed, to remove the guilt or moral injury caused by their actions. I do not judge them in any way. Often it only takes a few minutes and they are free.

Most psychologists hate me as I do in a few minutes of what they often take years of talk therapy with no success as depth psychologists. My curse is that I feel people’s stored memories in their soul of every emotionally traumatic event occurring since their conception. Their stored memories are physical to my perception.

I use this ability to perform very unusual diagnostic procedures to determine the memories stored in the soul that determine personality development and mental functioning. Everything, including the physical body and the neurobiology of the brain is a function of the consciousness flow patterns in the soul.

The human soul, which enters the body at conception is the life itself that forms the physical body. When it leaves a person is dead. (Nothing can kill the soul, even when the physical body no longer exists.)

When I reach out and touch these stored memories that I feel as physical objects in their soul, the high emotional component stimulates physical body movement, even when the person’s eyes are closed and I am 15 feet away from them. Often it knocks them off their feet. This is true even for soul memories stored by a fetus while in their mother’s womb, while the person I am working with is now an older adult.

The things that I have found using this ability:

Memories begin at conception.

Memories are stored based upon the perception of the child at the moment of the experience, regardless of reality.

A child in their mother’s womb can’t differentiate between their own experiences and those of their mother.

A child in the womb needs an emotional consciousness mother and a logical consciousness father in order for proper attachment and normal development. (Gender identity is totally a function of the dominant aspect of consciousness, masculine or feminine in the soul, regardless of actual birth gender.)

The child’s perception of their father and often all men later in their lives is often strongly influenced by the mother’s perception of the birth father during the pregnancy.

Relationship attraction is a function of conscious flow patterns in the soul.

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When I touch the early prenatal/conception memory of a person who was adopted, it most often knocks the person off their feet backward as they perceive the rejection of being unwanted. (this happens even when the mother changes her mind later and is the best mother a child could ever desire after birth)

The person repeats this same backward movement every time I touch a similar memory of rejection as I reach through the timeline of memories stored in their soul.

There is much more to this than I can share in a post.

This is why the Florida shooter who was adopted, did what he did... He was also a self- mutilator or cutter which indicates internalized guilt. This often accompanies adopted children when they blame themselves for the rejection and act out to create the punishment they feel they deserve to get rid of the misguided self imposed guilt.

Cruz experienced the rejection by his birth mother, re-experienced rejection when his adopted father died, again when his adopted mother died, again when the school rejected him, and I had read somewhere he was rejected by a girlfriend. His anger that got him in trouble was a result of him blaming himself for all these rejections, until the last rejection was clearly an externalization of the built up internal anger.