Since your prior post showed you had already gone there, I thought you might be interested in reality, rather than “Q” type pipedreams.
Understand your forgetting. On a sober morning, it is often best to forget the night before, as long as the cops do too.
P.S. Do you really call it “little jeremiah.” If so, your honesty, on at least that one item, is a good sign.
I glanced at your sign up date.