Reference my age, (and years of experience hearing of hundreds of “Qs”. There are a dozen active in DC every day), it simply shows you are living, active proof of the old saw that: “Those fools who ignore the lessons or history are bound to repeat it.”
You need to dig REAL deep and rediscover that fire you used to have in your belly and resist the urge you have to lay down and grumble at the world.
It's way more fun and will make you feel vital and alive. And I really don't know why I keep trying with you, but I'm a glass half gull guy I guess. Also, you're feisty. I like the feisty ones. Fantasywriter makes me sad with his constnant victimhood. He's just a depressing dude. You make me sad in another kind of way, if only for the loss of what you probably once were.
I mourn the thought of old, done men who once were warriors.