“Ashamed that I didnt make it happen”
Oh sad LOL.
I can understand. She’s a murderer. But you are civilized and kind. She is neither and not worth any sacrifice on your part. Your time is better spent with your loved ones and appreciating them
(although if you could have totally get away with it.... Just kidding (sorta!))
Thank you for your consideration in your reply. It helps and I mean that, FRiend.