A duck pond in spring is a place of gang rape. I saw many. One small female was repeatedly raped by a large number of males and ultimately, exhausted, drowned during rape.
I am going way out on a limb here, and conclude you're of the female sex (since you can't be a word,) and because you are anthropomorphizing your experience clearly to suggest that there is a transfer of animal instinct from ducks applying to human beings with a brain and ability to reason, and functioning beyond the instinct level, one would hope...
Or I may be wrong.