You do not believe in Christ, you’re lying to yourself. This is really sad.
Oh, please. Do your homework instead of shutting down honest inquiry and making false accusations against the brethren; i.e. speaking in the name of the “accuser of the brethren”.
“Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.”
Start here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSZLYM3sS6M at about five minutes. Deconstructing Apollo flights is black comedy, not for the faint of heart.