You never get “over it”.
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Your post touched me. Oldest brother committed suicide. It broke my parents and haunts me to this day. Holidays are the worst. Thirty-seven years ago and might as well be yesterday. May God bless you and yours.
OMG! So many freepers with so much pain in their lives - I hardly know this! Bless you and keep you, my FRiend. My God keep you close to the bosom of his heart.
Thank you. You are right — holidays are the worst.