Los Angeles
What do you mean, Go on living? Having $ troubles?
Are you having problems finding friends? Is your employment a concern? Could you help us understand your situation better to help?
I understand you are relatively new to the US.
All of the chinese architects it has been my privilege to know and build with have dealt with the hard pressure of extremely long hours and the toll it places upon them. If this is what you are dealing with please also take heart as this is also a strength.