Throwing up isn’t a problem for me. I have seen several lifetimes of dead bodies.
One of my nurses asked me once if I could “really shoot someone”. I did not even blink. I told her, “Hell, I have killed people by ACCIDENT. That was hard to get over. Killing someone who needs it on purpose would not bother me a bit.”
LOL
Too many years working in an ER not to chuckle