I’m very sorry for the loss of your furry family member. I have found that, for me at least, that only time helps heal. I’ve been able to replace grieving with happy memories, silly stories, etc. as time goes on. We lost our 14 year old cat to kidney failure in August and had to have our 13.5 year old yellow lab put to sleep 2 months ago because of an aggressive form of bone cancer. I firmly believe that we’ll see our pets again someday.
I’ll pray for you.
I’m sorry, Jodster.