[StevenCrowder]

I deserve to be belittled. I messed that one up.

[philman_36]

I deserve to be belittled.
No, you don't deserve it. It's a simple matter of getting you to make up your own unique way of learning something unknown. We all learn in different ways and at different speeds.

I messed that one up.

And yet I get the feeling you'll keep trying to get it right. You appear, judging by the many videos of yours I've seen, to have a knack for persistence.