yes indeed it is nuclear Islam-level hate and loathing
a more “normal” level of self-hate and loathing would limit action to one’s own immediate sphere, suicide or maybe murder-suicide with a lover.... but this is nuclear Islamic hate and loathing....
Bingo - I’ve never heard of any self-hating gay person (of which there seem to be many) murdering 50 people in cold blood and trying to kill more than 50 more.