When I started having my wits about me again, I read up on dissections. Forty percent of people die more or less instantly, and of the sixty percent who don’t, about a quarter die on the operating table. Sobering stuff. I don’t know what the hell I’m doing even writing this message.
The worst is behind you.
Some people think a bad medical experience is dooming but statistically it is just the opposite. Having survived it, you are now probably ahead of the game. Hope this makes sense.
You are talking, creating, informing, speaking of life.
As Cormac McCarthy put it "(the) breath of God is (your) breath yet though it pass from man to man through all of time."
I'd just as soon hear your voice in the chorus for a good long while.