Its like wanting a Snickers bar in the morning, eating three, and then being presented with yet another Snickers bar that you no longer want.
Strangely, this is 100% accurate. That is EXACTLY how she things of life....as sort of a consumable, which can be consumed/discarded, according to what one wants in a given moment. Snickers bars don’t have rights, obviously. They are just here for us to devour and discard.
So, yeah. She sees herself just as she actually is.
Maybe you could share that Snickers bar with someone else.
She ses herself, but cannot recognize how horrid what she’s seeing, actually is.