Please do not do this. Yes, God loves you. My wife and I love you. How can we help you? Private mail it to me if you wish. Take your eyes off of self and think of your black lab. She needs you. Look for tiny points of joy. Look at the flowers, the sky, your friends. If you need to talk, about anything, write me on the Freep mail. Considerhis the gift of life which God gave you. You are important enough that the Creator of the universe formed you. Get to know His nature and plan. He has one for all of us. One day, you will be able sit with Him an ask all of the questions which plague you now, and He will answer. your questions. Love not the word. Neither the things that are in the world. If any man loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is of the world, the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life are of the world and not the father, and the world passeth away, and things thereof, but he that doeth the will of Father abideth forever. Geet to know God's nature. It is astonishing.
Many freepers love you and will pray for joy in your life.