You repeat yourself a lot. You also miss my point a lot.
My message to you is that if you want to improve your circumstances, you should concentrate on making changes that you can make.
I gotta give you credit, once you've leapt at a theory, you certainly stick with it. I am actually doing quite well, all things considered. Once again, my situation is irrelevant to the point. I am altruistic, and I see much present and future harm which has been brought to us as a result of bad decisions made in the past.
For some reason you seem to take this view of the past, especially as regards the subsequent consequences of the Civil War:
Yes, you've put your finger on it. That is the delusion to which I have been referring.
It's just an empty excuse.