I can feel the anguish in that piece. This girl bought every single lie of the sexual revolution hook line and sinker. She is screaming for help she will only find through Jesus and she is in one of the hardest places in the world to find him. I pray that someone in her life can guide her to repentance and peace but reading between the lines I find it far more likely that her friends and family will try and convince her that she made the right decisions and to ignore her screaming conscience.
Yes,I could feel her anguish as well. I hope that the Lord opens a door for her and presents someone to help her through her pain.