“I Think I’m Going To Kill Myself”. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PMfodBAHQM
That song is disturbing because it has an easy bouncy beat and great guitar solo, sort of like Maxwell Silverhammer by Paul McCartney, another extraordinarily grim song, done in a light style, the subject matter all cushioned with choral harmonies.
This song is written in the Doo Wop style of the late 50’s. At first listen, it sounds like a song the late Ricky Nelson would have performed. However, while listening to the song, the YouTube video is showing me some very morbid stuff indeed. Before the song has ended, I decide, I’ve seen enough. Interesting take, but whoo! Reminds me why I always thought the show Dexter was not a good idea for the general public.