Same here - hoping for dreams of him and me together again.
It will be four years next week, and while it is getting somewhat better, I still feel that my real life ended when he died, and I am now just waiting until, hopefully, I might see him again.
But, in spite of what some promise us, I am unsure about human theories of the hereafter, so I remember a line from Shakespeare...
“To sleep, perchance to dream”. (Or something like that)
Four years next week.
I’m so sorry and I completely understand when you say that your “ real life ended when he died, and now you’re just waiting until, hopefully, you might see him again.”
Sleep is my refuge. I welcome sweet sleep and hate to awake, but “nature calls” and I have a weak bladder, so I try to limit my liquids before my bedtime (whenever that *is*).
Thank you for the Shakespear quote.
i believe in the hereafter and while I’m certain he’s in Heaven, I’m truly uncertain about my chances.
God bless and keep you, beautiful jacquej.
Thank you so much for telling me.