That's Heather Raybon shortly after she was badly burned making her own meth - think she'd have been doing that if she could have legally bought it?
No, I think she would have been dead before she had a chance to blow herself up.
I have personally known several people who died from Meth and Crack. Do not presume to tell me how these people behave when they can get access to these drugs. The only limiting factor to their binges is difficulty in getting ephedrine. If they could get all they wanted, they would quickly die.