Oh what a beautiful kitty. Me want. Me so want.
Dearest FRiends and cat lovers, sorry it’s just been crazy busy and heartbreaking.
As you may or may not know I have my father who is having problems due to old age. He has very good doctors and all, it’s just issues that come from living a long life, and we (the family) will never place him or my mom in a home as long as other members can take care of them. I go home after a visit and it makes me think of my own mortality, which I guess happens.
My own doctors have all told me I’m still having health issues and other issues I don’t want to discuss online. The upshot is no kitty. It’s been 18 months since my kitty died, and I thought by now I’d have another, but I can’t have one. Ever. It’s sent me spiraling into depression to despair. It’s hard to explain, I’ve just been on the couch crying.
There’s more stuff but it’s delicate and of a female nature.
I do apologize for being away for so long and missing out on the kitty fun.
-gefn
*HUG*
You don’t have to explain anything to any of us. Just post when you feel up to it and remember there are some of us who will listen whenever you feel up to going through the back channels.
Never lose sight of the fact that the Undead Thread is full of wonderful people who wish you nothing but the best!
*hug*