I've shot most of the common small carry weapons and I like the M&P shield the best but I don't own one. I don't feel like getting pistol permits and dealing with that crap again for a gun I can't carry in my own state.
I do have my SW638 for when I'm in a carry jurisdiction and I also have no real issue concealing my HK P30 since I'm not a little guy. If I could carry daily I would get the Shield.
Ever consider moving?
When planning on where to live, gun laws were considered. There were multiple states crossed off my list.