I wonder what’s wrong with your looks since you get so easily disgusted by other people’s physical faults. Of course, I found your post quite unattractive for starters...
You are right to find the post unattractive. I wasn’t too pleased with myself when I saw it again. But I’ve always reacted badly to grossly overweight people, though they might be fine folks once you get to know them.
I do try to hide the reaction, though.