How do you reconcile your overpowering drive to dominate, with your religion? Answer is, you don’t. You are not sincere in your beliefs. You would rather hurt other people and say nasty things about them, and then use a fake belief to hide behind. You are pathetic.
Here is your chance to show your true self, and try to “get in the last word”. You have no control.
Thank you for your insight, BTC. You are a blessing to me.