I understand. A relative of mine smoked her entire life. I can’t recall a time when she did not smoke during her waking hours. Although I wasn’t there when she passed away, I’m told that she even smoked in the courtyard at the hospital shortly before death. For some, their addiction is consuming. Congratulations in conquering your habit.
Well sorry to hear about your relative who is now in God’s hands. I would do anything to be with some of my long lost relatives again.