Sin begins in the heart before it gives birth in the actions.
We are all murderers and rapists in our hearts. It's only a matter of self-control that many of us don't go there. You know the saying. "There but for the grace of Go, go I."
However, for anyone who truly repents, God grants forgiveness, INCLUDING YOU!
If He will do it for the worst of the worst, a murderer like the apostle Paul or King David, He WILL do it for you, too.
He's not a respecter of persons.
“There but for the grace of God, go I.”