[Salamander]

I’m coping....until I’m not.

It goes back and forth.

When I’m not busy with the baby, I start to think..ya know?

Then I cry.

He’s doing much better than I am.

I feel so bad for Laz I can’t stand it.

[CatherineofAragon]

I do know....it’s been years, and I still think about it. They get inside your heart and stay there until the day your life is over.

God’s holding you close, and Laz, too.