There are reasons why "Xanax" (and others) are a drug of choice among women.
IMHO, it's one thing to have an abortion. It's certainly not for me, or Mrs WBill. However, the author did it, it's done, and now she needs to reconcile herself to what she did.
It's quite another thing, IMO, to stand up and announce loudly in a public forum that you not only did such a thing, but also don't regret it a bit. "Sociopath" comes to my mind, immediately.
Baaaaad typo.