great that you got a gun, I was a little too old for the flowerchild era, but did lots of shooting in my teens. I’m old enough that I know if someone broke in I wouldn’t stand a chance of protecting myself or daughter that lives with me. She is very scared of guns but since becoming a widow I think I would feel safer with a gun. My 3 sons think a gun is a good idea, both daughters think it’s a horrible idea
Get a gun. You can do it.
Take a deep breath and start the process.
I’m going to check up on you from time to time. You’ll feel so much better.