Thank you for the precious card and note Jaycee.
I did end up going to see Marilyn. She opened her eyes as I laid my head on hers and wept tears of grief. She tried hard to talk and I told her I could understand her heart.
I think the pain and grief that I feel is intensified 100 fold because her boys after a long hard decision , had her feeding tube removed. This goes deeply against my grain but I have tried to step back and not cause problems and respect that the decision isn’t mine. I cannot tell you the agony I feel right now.
My prayers are with you, polly.
When I read your words, I feel your grief so much that my tears well up easily. I pray so hard that God will give you the strength to get through this. With all the problems you’ve had recently it makes everything ten times harder. But He will get you through this, dear Polly. I will try to FReepmail you later today and give you some hard trials I’ve faced when giving up my mother and the hardest was letting my husband go.
God Bless You at this time and I pray that you will find peace very soon. ((((Hugs))))