Sounds like depression talking. That is just a temporary phase, don’t let it sway you into doing something unwise. It would break your daughter’s heart to lose you. Regaining zest for life can come slowly, but it is worth waiting for. In retrospect, all the “reasons” for checking out will seem absurd when the depression clears. Good rest, regular exercise, drawing close with friends and family, and religious practice all help heal the heart back from the bleakness of depression. Its like being under the influence of alcohol - be aware of its effects on judgment.
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