I was hoping to see a reply from the OP this morning. Or a reply to the Freepmail I sent. There’s nothing. I wonder if there will be. I wonder if the OP made it through that dark place. The cynic in me wonders if someone is playing a sick game. Either way, it hurts.
I’ve been using the internet for a long time...16 years or so, with almost 10 years on FR. I’ve never encountered a situation like this before.
Thx for the ping RoseyT!
You are in a state of depression. It is not permanent but when in it, your perception of reality is TOTALLY INACCURATE. Never make decisions in such a state.
First and immediate step, see your doctor and get on an anti-depressant. The anti-depressant will soon begin to lift the fog.
Second, get some exercise and fresh air (make yourself do it, if only for those who love you).
Three, see a psychiatrist to determine why you feel this way. It may just be chemical. It may be nothing more than a natural hormonal decline.
Please understand that many of us have gone through what you are going through. This can be solved and you will look back and be glad you took corrective action.
Please mail me with any questions.
If you take your own life, you will permanently damage your beloved daughter and others who love you. I repeat, they will NEVER recover from the damage you will inflict!