That doesn't mean you can't do things while you're waiting, and it may turn out that one of those things is part of that plan.
One more of life's little secrets. Everything poops, so there is never any shortage of crap. Deal with it. Maybe the example you provide by dealing with it (as graciously as possible) is what God wants you to provide all along.
Whatever the case, I pray your eyes are opened to the beauty in your life, often small things easily overlooked when we spend our time concentrating on miseries great and small. If you look really hard, and still can't find any beauty in your life, I suggest you work on making some.
God Bless you, FRiend.
See PS1000, you ain’t alone. We get it.