If it bothers you a bit that's a good thing. Your neshama is reminding you who you are and where you live.....in the diaspora. Either get use to it or go to the land which HaShem gave to you.
B'H
Israel exists wherever I am. I carry it with me in my DNA and in my very soul. I gave been told over and over again that the hasbarah of the STATE of Israel needs to be changed. The STATE of Israel is not the Israel HaShem gave to us. It is a fake and a flimflam that the UN carved out to assuage their own guilt and trap us in a web we can’t get out of. It is where they intended to put an end to us once and for all.
And as long as Israel is filled with those who have defiled her for centuries, claiming what is not theirs, and we have aquiesced to it for political expediency, it is NOT the Israel that HaShem commanded. As it stands, it is the last days of Solomon once again, where HaShem decided enough was enough.