You know, you seem to have forgotten the first rule of survival: when you find yourself in a hole, first, YOU STOP DIGGING. You are so far over your head right now, there’s no way to get yourself out, but at least STOP DIGGING.
Were I a betting man, I’d bet on Beck’s veracity over yours any day of the week. He’s a known quantity and he leads with his mistakes. You, well, you blather. So stop digging yourself in deeper.
He’s not a known quantity, that’s my point. And I’m not in a hole, that darkness you’re seeing is the unfortunate result of having your head parked somewhere. I guess it’s really great to be Glenn Beck - you don’t have to even wipe your own rear end, because there are tons of people on FR who will do so without question!