I can sure understand that.
Though . . . for those of us who’ve turned, as well as we can manage, control of our lives over to The Lord . . . He may have other ideas . . . in terms of what crucibles He has scheduled.
Thankfully, Mother’s prayers were answered in avoiding such.
She had a heart attack while Dad was holding her on the toilet.
LOL.
She must have laughed a lot about that one.
That would match her sense of humor precisely.
I suspect Dad will go in his sleep or in some saddle of a project.