I am so sorry for your lose. Losing a beloved pet is heart breaking and so very sad. Words cannot describe what you are feeling; I have been in the same situation.
Copper was loved by you and left on her terms. She wanted to be with you as she left this life. She didn’t want to go to the vet for possible procedures that wouldn’t help her in the long run.
I am strong believer that when it is out time to go (dog, cat, human, etc.) we go out the way we want to. This beautiful dog wanted to be by you when she passed, not in a vet’s kennel. She wanted your love around her not a stranger’s attention.
Stay strong and know you WILL see this wonderful dog again. This is a cliche, but time does help with the grieving process. You will always have a huge part of your heart dedicated to Copper, but as time passes, you will have memories that will make you smile, not cry with sadness. Take care!!!!
I am so sorry for your lose.
I am so sorry for your loss.