My life is misery followed by despair and hatred, coupled with the death of all that is holy and gracious. God hates me on a personal level. Nothing fills with joy, all is bland and lifeless. The only thing that distracts me from loathing of every minute of every day, is the fact that I truly despise it all.
On the positive side, at least it will be over someday! :)
Well, I can empathise with that one. Seriously.
And another, equally serious statement: Read The Problem of Pain, by C. S. Lewis. I am not as sanguine about recommending his stuff to women as I am to men, but you being a man, I think you would get a lot - I mean A LOT - out of it.
I do not need to insult your intelligence with statements like “read Job”, etc., and I may be pushing it even recommending this book, but you need more than empathy and I am trying to offer it.