I couldn't go back to city living. when I was a teenager I couldn't wait for the day I could move out of the city, everyone (including myself) figured I'd outgrow that mindset fairly quickly after I moved to Delaware in 1982 when I was 22. I never did outgrow that idea and it got to the point that even Dover, DE became too "big city" for me.
I wouldn't trade having grown up in NYC for anything, but that is not how I want our daughter to grow up. Thankfully my husband is as "big city" averse as I am.
Good for you, keeping your daughter in the country.
Our daughter would have been better is she had been moved to the desert, sooner.
Live and learn, that is life.