Thanks for your concern. It’s complicated. I don’t have a doctor anymore. If/when I ever find a new one and go, I have many many ailments never diagnosed or treated because of my financial situation.
I can no longer work and have to live off a very small monthly income I have, just enough to cover shelter, storage of all my earthly belongings, and basic phone/internet, then about $100 for “everything else.” I am just existing - but have been doing this for over 3 years now.
Although I’m angry, I’ve accepted this is the way it has to be and I get through each day with little projects to keep my mind busy.
I will get past this, but I have to scream about it - which is what I’m doing here, since I can’t anywhere else - until it gets better. It will. God won’t leave me here on this rock where He put me. I know that for a fact.