I wasn’t trying to cast aspersions on your spiritual ability. That was farthest from my mind.
My apologies, if you thought that was my intent.
Sorry, no that isn’t it. It’s the constant refrain to slow down.
My simple answer is I wish I could but I can’t and I’m not sure it would be a good idea.
I tend to get the advice from folks who could make it easier by pitching in but instead caution me to attempt less. You obviously are not in that category and I apologize for sounding peckish.