I strongly feel she was sexually abused at a young age. Her actions from her early teens forward are indicative of such as is her being sexually promiscuous on one hand and writing she hated sex on the other.
She only said she hated sex once and that was when she was writing about the guy from Guess hounding her... she probably just hated sex with guys that were unattractive, old or found especially wanting in the bedroom.
I think ANS liked sex plenty...with others and herself. She would spend hours masturbating daily according to herself and others.
I tend to think that, too. Thanks for the video link! I haven’t been able to view it yet as computer says I need to download new software:(