mine comes & goes & I truly believe it is something one must nuture for the most part. There are some, however, (like you?) who don't need any nurturing.. it is a powerful part of their lives & cannot be denied
Mine needed no nurturing...it was so strong at some points that it would scare the spit out of me.
Of course, I was also young enough and foolish enough to not hide the ability from the US Army. Back then, I thought it was normal. My dad didn't say it wasn't....sheesh!