Oh, prayers for you. I know how deeply this hurts.
You are not alone. You have many here, me included, who have gone through such a hell and survived. Do not be afraid, God is still God even when all others fail us. He does not fail us, and you will come through this with the knowledge that you are truly loved.
I am praying for you right now...
thanks for your prayers
i am devstated tonight as he says i have to get a job. i told him no.
he says he lied when he told me he loved me last which was in october
i threw his clothes at him and said to leave. he refuses and said i should leave
funny--if he loves her so much why does he not leave
he says divorce is inevitable and i told him i will not divorce him but if he files i will take him to the cleaners with regard to child visitation ,etc.
we are in debt due to our house mortgage and he says he is tired of providing for everyone
i asked how he can look at himself in the mirror everyday and he said he is proud of it
he thinks i am mentally ill