Stop being so hard on yourself. No one else is thinking any of those things... I bet your friend asks all those questions to try to help.
I've already crabbed at a HHer today.... don't make me do it again :~D
I have thus far missed *all* of the storm coverage but I had Rosie in my thoughts when I was flying around today. Hope all went well today. I'll try to catch up on the thread ina bit. But first I have to slog through the email and then go try to find a phone charger ... seems I left mine at home. Argh.
Heh...I think my friend asks those things because her family are pretty much all extremely successful a lot of 'em, and really strong people...and the idea of someone going this long without walking into some place and practically demanding to be hired is a hard concept.
Also she's unable to work and always has been and always will be...so it's not something she can truly understand.
And many of my siblings are the same way. Even Dad can't understand why it is I haven't found anything. I've stopped really talking to him much about it, 'cause it just makes me cry.
I realize I complain too much on thread lately. And really...most of the time I've been OK. But the idea that I might not get this job or any of the other three or so in contention right now makes me feel queasy. I can't do this much longer...emotionally or financially.